you're the best, "MOUMITA AUNTY"

this piece is not meant for public viewing.this was supposed to remain in the darkest corner of my heart. but lately i have been so restless that i had to vent it out. my blog isn't so popular...so, not many people are gonna read this. i hope so at least.

you know what...you are simply the best.i know you are not my "aunty" . you know you are not my "aunty". but who really cares. i have admired you since day 1. i have kind of looked up to you.you have been the ideal. and you still are. and that's what is not putting my mind to rest. i so badly hoped that someone could replace you. i still wish that you ARE replaced. i am tired, really. i am TIRED of having you as the favouritest sis-in-law. and i was awaiting a change lately. which to my surprise (or disappointment or whatever) has not been the case.

but who's to be blamed. the 3rd person who is not good enough? you??? because you are soooo good? or should i blame myself because i am being judgmental too early?


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Unknown said…
my dear sis, no u r not being judgemental at all. u have shown the guts to call a spade a "spade". even I agree with you that she is the best. i came in very close contact with her very recently and even i have the same feeling. i knew she was good, however the close aquintance i had with her a few days ago had compelled me to change my mind. she is a person you would like to be and would like to look up to. thanks for speaking out your mind and sharing the little secret with me.
luv uuuuuu
didibhai.
January 31, 2009 at 12:50 PM
TEE said…
why the hell did u read this???
January 31, 2009 at 1:12 PM
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