THINKING, TALKING, TYPING TRASH

I have never done this before. This is my first time. I have always wished them but never thanked them. I mean, that's what we generally do. We wish our teachers on a special day but always forget to thank them for what they had made of us. Of course, God must have thought only parents won't be enough to tame brats like us, so he made teachers. Our teachers occupy a lot of our space and time in our lives, not to mention the effect they have on us. That's been the case with ME at least(I would be fascinated by the ones I liked, and petrified by the rests). Some of our teachers go on to become great friends of ours, while others remain in the nightmarish dark corners. I'd be lying if I say all my teachers have been good, but teachers, in general, are a hell lot good. To share with us what they have learnt all their lives, is a great thing to do. I mean, I have taught a few kids... and i totally know how difficult and irritating it can get at times. Well, I am definit...

TEE'S AFTER-WORDS: Gerry is gone. Gone forever. Forever into that darkness, smiling down on his beloved, Holly. His spirit, always with and around her till they re-unite...somewhere up there!!! And Holly...well, she will be fine. She has to be, coz Gerry has asked her to. A new life awaits her. Her job, crazy but loving family and friends, there's Rob and she is also looking forward to the arrival of Gerry, Sharon and John's first child nad her Godson. She has all these things to hold on to, adding to all the sweet memories of Gerry she already has in store. She will fall in love again (according to Gerry's list), but she might not love him the way she did Gerry. He was err...is her soulmate and Holly's soul waits to re-unite with Gerry...but till then, she will just have to fine. She has to continue LIVING!!! ..................................................................................... well this is what happens when you totally engrossed into reading a boo...

i have never been in love. i quite doubt i ever will be. i was made that way. i guess i am too logical to be in love. i am not all that lovey-dovey. i think i am pretty corny. yes, i AM corny. it's pretty hard for me to believe that someone will fall in love with me. i mean, i really don't believe someone will fall in love with me. like i have not been believing Ayush Keshan (sorry Ayush, i am writting your name. but anyways, nobody reads this!). we've been on and off friends for a pretty long time now. there's no reason why i should not be in love with you. more so, because YOU have assured me of your love so many times. i can't bring myself to trust you on that. i have been kind of spoon fed to "love all" and "trust few". i am sorry i don't reciprocate the same feelings. and you are on the other side of the computer, so i have no clue how true you emotions are (not that i WOULD have a clue if you would have been with me). but i sure d...

first and foremost... and honest confession or self-realization (or whatever you may term it), i am allergic to villages. i despise them. i feel sick when i go to villages. i feel so disconnected. and i think the fault is totally mine. i am too urban to spend time in some village. every time i have visited a village before i have created a scene and forced my parents to come back. but this time it has been one helluva experience. that 3 day trip to midnapore has been awesome. i have never liked villages more.the lush green fields, the "chorok mela", the fire crackers... were just out of the world. and that daily dose of dip in the pond was simply outstanding. i must say i was really apprehensive before going there. but it has turned out to be really good. and how can i forget our cards sessions that i would inevitably lose out on.(methinks, my co-players just tricked me to lose :)!!!)that JACK OF CLUBS would inevitably stop at me during all the rounds.it was as if that JACK O...

I am so happy the three years have gone past. What was supposed to be the most pathetic, tiresome, irritating, disgusting, blood-sucking, three years of my life has blown away with the wind. Whoooooosh!!! Vanish!!! Thank You GOD for carrying me through this. I have never been sooooooo relieved. I finally won’t have to go to that “dirty-looking college of mine anymore. Once the exams are over I will be freeeeeeeee!!! College days are supposed to be one’s bestest days. But I had nightmarish college days. Filthy people shouting cusswords all around!!! And then there were these weird kinda teachers. Everything just went haywire with me in college. But that’s gonna be an old story pretty soon. I should be ashamed but I take pride in telling people that in the last three years I didn’t even attend college for 100 days. I am setting bad example, I know. But what can I do….I was trapped….and being absent was my only refuge. But thank GAWD……it’s all over. HAPPY DAYS ARE HERE AGAIN!!!!!!!

To…ahem…Moumita Aunty… You would be happy to know (rather I am happy to let you know) that I was wrooooooooooooong!!!!! Wooooooooh I am so relieved. Well I know you are the best and you will remain the best (till eternity), but my bhabi is not bad at all. She is quite sweet actually. Well, she is my bhabi after all, so she has to be good. :)…… you know what? I had been judgmental a bit too early. Thank god I realized my mistake. She is my brother’s wife after all. So there’s no way I can have a sour relation with her. That would only hurt my brother. And there’s absolutely no reason to have a sour relation with her because she is really good, and hopefully she will get better with time. And, you know what; I am too sweet to have any problem with anybody . Now ask me what I am calling her!!! Nooooooooooo, I’m not calling her RANI , coz someone told me that “Rani is the best”. And I am not even calling her boudi , coz I am telling you that “Boudi is the best”. (now, no need ...

I know you too little to comment anything. But knowing you is a part of one the most glorious chapters of my life. I talked to YOU even before I talked to SIR. That was the moment we both had connected somewhere. Though we never talked much but there was always a huge amount of respect for YOU from my side and hopefully an equal amount of respect from your side. Somewhere deep down my heart you made feel really special because you referred my friends as “tumi” but you referred to me as “tui”. My family may have never met YOU and SIR, but they know you too well because I talked about you all so much. I still get up early on Wednesdays and Fridays. It hasn’t yet seeped into that I may never have to visit Salt Lake again. My friends either called you “Ma’am” or “Aunty” but I never did so. Not on your face though, but I called YOU by YOUR name. Because that’s what SIR called YOU, and all I know about YOU is from SIR’s point of view, IRA. You have left us and you have also taken a part of S...

this piece is not meant for public viewing.this was supposed to remain in the darkest corner of my heart. but lately i have been so restless that i had to vent it out. my blog isn't so popular...so, not many people are gonna read this. i hope so at least. you know what...you are simply the best.i know you are not my " aunty " . you know you are not my " aunty ". but who really cares. i have admired you since day 1. i have kind of looked up to you.you have been the ideal. and you still are. and that's what is not putting my mind to rest. i so badly hoped that someone could replace you. i still wish that you ARE replaced. i am tired, really. i am TIRED of having you as the favouritest sis-in-law. and i was awaiting a change lately. which to my surprise (or disappointment or whatever) has not been the case. but who's to be blamed. the 3rd person who is not good enough? you??? because you are soooo good? or should i blame myself because i am being...