LOVE. FAITH. PEACE.
Last night i tried to kill myself. It was so easy. All I needed was a syringe full of air. I had even taken out the syringe from the fridge. It was right there in my hand. But I couldn't pierce my way into my skin. It takes a lot of courage to take your own life. I lacked that courage at 3 in the morning. I was depressed. I AM depressed. Yet I took the courage to live on. I know, today will be another day of misery and humiliation. Even tomorrow will be just the same. But the plunge has been made and I will have to swim into happiness. These tough times will pass by and I will be smiling at the end. I will have people around me who will LOVE me. LOVE, something I've always yearned for. Something, I never thought I had enough. Something I have never given away enough because I have never had enough of it. LOVE, i still yearn for it. But I have FAITH in my friend up there, that I will eventually have loads of it, LOVE that is. FAITH, I have plenty of it. I exist because my FAIT...