THINKING, TALKING, TYPING TRASH

i have never been in love. i quite doubt i ever will be. i was made that way. i guess i am too logical to be in love. i am not all that lovey-dovey. i think i am pretty corny. yes, i AM corny. it's pretty hard for me to believe that someone will fall in love with me. i mean, i really don't believe someone will fall in love with me. like i have not been believing Ayush Keshan (sorry Ayush, i am writting your name. but anyways, nobody reads this!). we've been on and off friends for a pretty long time now. there's no reason why i should not be in love with you. more so, because YOU have assured me of your love so many times. i can't bring myself to trust you on that. i have been kind of spoon fed to "love all" and "trust few". i am sorry i don't reciprocate the same feelings. and you are on the other side of the computer, so i have no clue how true you emotions are (not that i WOULD have a clue if you would have been with me). but i sure d...

first and foremost... and honest confession or self-realization (or whatever you may term it), i am allergic to villages. i despise them. i feel sick when i go to villages. i feel so disconnected. and i think the fault is totally mine. i am too urban to spend time in some village. every time i have visited a village before i have created a scene and forced my parents to come back. but this time it has been one helluva experience. that 3 day trip to midnapore has been awesome. i have never liked villages more.the lush green fields, the "chorok mela", the fire crackers... were just out of the world. and that daily dose of dip in the pond was simply outstanding. i must say i was really apprehensive before going there. but it has turned out to be really good. and how can i forget our cards sessions that i would inevitably lose out on.(methinks, my co-players just tricked me to lose :)!!!)that JACK OF CLUBS would inevitably stop at me during all the rounds.it was as if that JACK O...